My Life, My Self

Physically there are nothing much I am doing daily besides going to work but mentally a lot of things are happening in my mind. Every day feels like a new challenge for me even though if it is just the matter of waking up in the morning for work, walking to bus stop, waiting for bus, taking lunch within time given... everything... things are very much different now.

During studies, I can be late, take my own sweet time to go class, skip whenever I don't feel like going for classes and lots more. Once you start working, the 1st thing that cross your mind is that "I am an adult now, no more a teenager or adolescent" and this statement is proven more correct when you received your 1st salary. 1st salary do makes you feel worth it for all hard work but when it comes to financial management then it is another matter to look into to make sure you survive for the following month. 

Yet, how difficult things can be, the only thing you need to do is to absorb as much as possible and get going so that as you move on you are not moving empty handed but holding valuable experiences, beliefs and values with you :)

 Another matter is also proven that the best way to gain knowledge is through your life. No other medium offers you everything to learn but LIFE.Always be open for new things to come in for better changes in present and future.. :)

My Life, My 1st Day at Work

My 1st day at work.... Since it is my 1st day... and I need to get bus to work.. so I do not want to be late to work and I got up at 6.30 in the morning and took bus at 7.40am and reach my working place at 8.00am which was 45 minutes early... YES!!!!!!!!!!! 45 mins... so I waited there for other newbies to arrive.

We were introduced to our trainer..Mr. Ady. He is a good trainer whereby he share his useful experience with us... As for the working environment, the place is very pleasing and calm..the staff smile at you.. always there to assist you.. there is place to relax.. with drinks vending machine... overall its nice.. :)

Now I am on training for 2 months and looking forward to hit the floor... :)

My Life, You Are Too Tall

Sounds weird aye.... CORRECT!!!!! That is what I got to hear after I went for Air Asia interview today for the position of cabin crew.

Basically, I already have a job... but still no harm in giving a try as was pursued by my family and friends, I chose to give a try for this job..Well, just in case you never know being cabin crew was my first ever dream job. So basically, I came to my aunt house and took my cousin with me by getting up early at 5.45 am and begin our journey to Air Asia Academy which took us almost 2 hours by car.

There were many people already in the queue waiting to get in for the interview process. So after waiting in the queue for almost 30 mins, I wrote my name for registration and went in for the height measurement. I was a bit nervous for the other stages of interview and was trying to figure out how am I suppose to answer the questions that will be thrown at me during the interview session and was totally cool for the height measurement process.

So we were required to carry out our height measurement barefoot and so I did. One of the lady measured my height and the other lady wrote it in my form but just few seconds after writing it she turned to the 1st lady and asked her if I am really that tall... so the lady told me to get on the scale again and after they measured I was told.. " SORRY, YOU ARE TOO TALL FOR THIS JOB" and I was like .. :what???????' and then I just went away laughing... for a while it was annoying since I came long way to get there and ended up before anything could begin.. but still... not done..  and I don't understand why guys limits are set to be higher.. cant girls be taller than guys..??????

Well, this is just something to share... yet..totally joke of the day for me... not my fault if I am tall... :0

~PEACE~

My Life, My Job Search

It has been 3 weeks since I am done with my Finale exam in UTAR and I have received my finale results as well but still there is no sign of job confirmation yet.

It feels kind of annoying at times when you know that you are putting so much effort searching for jobs, sending resumes, calling up the companies, traveling for interview but yet I don't seem to come across job that is very much relevant to my field of study, psychology. Well, basically Psychology is relevant to any field as long it deals with humans but still I will be happy if I could come across a job that really requires my skills and 3 years of psychology subjects taken back in UTAR compared to more of my own basic application. 

Until today, I went for two interviews, one for the government and the other for international bank as customer service executive. For the first one I still need to go through other interview sessions before being able to join the work and as for the customer service executive is basically a call center thing dealing with Singaporeans clients but when coming to thinking I did not do my degree just to be in call center but if given a second thought there is no harm as I will gain experience and will earn money on my own which is far more better than just being at home doing nothing. 

But somehow I pray and believe that I will end up at a place that I enjoy working because I have always believe that it is important to enjoy your work than having it just for the sake of money as it helps you to be more productive and active at working environment. 

Well, lets pray to GOD that I do come across a good job as soon as possible.

My Life, My Studies Completion

19th December 2011 is the day where I have officially complete my studies... 3 years of education in UTAR has definitely embrace me with tonnes of memories and experiences that shaped myself to be a better person today :) It was a very emotional day for me... I couldn't express it in any better way by hugging my friends and by having tears in my eyes. Since, it was my final day so i decided to stay over at Kampar to spend precious moments with my friends...

That night five of us went to hang out at lakeside... and had a little game among us... till the end of game... i became so emotional hearing to what my frenz thinks bout me... and then it just hit me.. that sometimes going for tertiary education, college, politeknik... is not all about being the top student, to get great marks... to be excel in every task in class.. but it is to come to an end with the realization of being a better person and more important a true friend...

Yes... infact i went to UTAR to score good marks and to be among top scorers in class and i even succeed in it.. but tat happiness does not last long compared to realizing that you have been a true friend to someone... All this while, i thought that there are people that i always hurt, things that i do wrong, something that is not right with me... but that night... i felt proud of myself... and with my friends too and felt lucky to have those people being part of my life. 

That night we had a little game to comment about each other genuinely that what are the positive and negative things bout each other...  Five of us took turns to express our view on each other... and so did I. As it was my turn to receive comments... i was to touched to realize that these are the true friends that RECOGNIZE me... some people just call themselves as friend by just being spending time... but true friends are the one that get connected by heart, understanding what you are feeling deep inside... understanding your actions for real..

So in my 3 years of Uni life, i can say that no matter if i have not achieved the best marks or being the best student... i have definitely be a better person and a true friend... It is very important to learn from every single experience in your life no matter how worst or killing it could be because at the end you will realize that it was a lesson to be someone better out of it... no point crying over same things over and over again... no point blaming others for the results in your life, no point waiting for others to help you, no point waiting for someone to care and love for you... You love yourself 1st, care for yourself 1st, help yourself 1st, laugh yourself 1st... and life will get rocking... :)

My Life, My Memories....

I would like to share about my memories in UTAR for the past 3 years... a lot of good things and bad things happen in my life... but at the end i wish to take it all as lesson of life and to be the best out of me... 

Well, i join UTAR in Jan 2009... and it was a saturday when i came to Kampar 1st time with Sumitha( my secondary school fren and my room mate in 1407) ....

I was very very excited for this new journey of my life...the excitement to stay away from family, to miss mum's food... to be independent.. and to be "devil" among the people around u... don't mistaken "devil" as in doing bad... devil here as in being naughty...

Despite of all this, the best part is friends.. but the bad part is friends as well.... CONFUSED???? i will explain...

Everytime in our lives, no matter where we are..there will be people around us being part of our life the one we call as FRIENDS.... but sometimes.... actually most of the time we choose the wrong person as friend as someone to trust... and that is when Friends become the bad part... 

So... coming to UTAR i had lots of friends.. infact still do... but the difference of before and now is that.... before i just recognize them by surface but now.. i know them deep inside... i came through friends that were friends when i was bad... friends when i will follow them in everything.. friends that saw my tears behind my smile... friends that brought tears to my smile... friends that always stood by my side to fight for me... friends that stood at the opposite side to fight with me... friends that i was hurt to trust... friends that i was lucky to have... friends that never stop loving me for who i was and who i am.... friends that talked behind me... friends that point their fingers at me... friends that never understood me.. friends that used me... friends that betray me... and trust me this list will never end... lolx

In UTAR... i am glad that i came across few real friends in my life... they may not msg me everyday.. they may not see me everyday..they may not need to be told that they are my friends... they are just FRIENDS.... REAL FRIENDS.... firstly i would share about my 2 top friends in UTAR.... RAJ & UMIE .... this two people are amazing... they understand me truly and understand my feelings... we get crazy certain times..get serious... even get emo...( well, emo part would be me la..lolx) ... whenever something good happen to me... RAJ &UMIE is there... when something bad happens... RAJ &UMIE still there... if i were going the wrong way... they stood there to hold my hand when i wish to change... when someone say something bout me.. they are the one that dare to shut their mouth... ( infact no one dare to say anything bout me in their presence) ... I will seriously miss them a lot... in fact now also i do...  u guys has been amazing friends... i am so lucky to have you... and i will never let u guys go away... :)

Besides, there are few other friends that i would like to mention here as well... Josheen & Hiro... dear, u have been such a sweetheart... ur truly urself... seriously, i have never seen anyone like u guys.. i know that i can count on you guys whenever i need too... eventhough we do not really spent much time together... whenever i have spent time with u guys.. i have always felt amazed by you two... and both of you compliment each other in such a perfect way... i pray to god that god bless you two with a lot of success in life... :) Josheen darling... you are such a modest person i have ever met... and i actualy learnt somethings from you... muahxxxx.... 

Hamara.... lolx... this fellow always make me smile... such a mad fellow... even though we started to get to know each other just few mths back.. but he is another friend that i can definitely count on... he can get crazy at times and yet serious at time as well... and he will definitely keep on crack jokes... and like it whenever i bully him.. lolx.. he dont say it but i knew it... Hamara..you are another friend that i am glad i got to know in UTAR.... 

Kin teng.... mangkuk fellow... he is a dude that act tough outside but has such a cute feelings... trust me...!!!!!!! many of his other frens would agree on this... he is a heart fren... :) he knows when m sad or at least when i need to talk to someone... miss those internship time with all the fun... its all kept in heart... dont wana miss a heart fren like you... 

Nathan... you are such a darling... yes.. you will just pop out right on time and make me feel better whenever i am not in the mood..without you realising it..( i suppose).. hahahaha... and one thing that i can never forget was during psychology prom nite 2010..during rehearsal at heritage hall.. we were talking and i mention bout being single... and u told me that " you know wat satvin..you are such a nice nice girl" ... i could never forget this line... it has stick to my heart till today .. you noe why... bcoz no one has ever told me that so direct... and whenever i get lonely and emoing for being single your dialogue comes to my mind and gives me comfort tat i am such a nice nice girl.. its just that no nice guy has notice me yet... lolx... you are also one of the firned that i will never forget... :)

well, these are some of friends that came to my mind while writting this... and for sure i have not forget all the other friends i have met in UTAR..every single one of you.... janesh, cva,ragy,meera,yuma,menu, zi ying, chris, kean tat( the leng chai in class).... ruben..subhash...vv,dhurkah,prasad,nagin,...... and lots more... :) No matter good or bad happen between us..there is definitely something that i have learnt.... love u guys all...... missinggggggg you all.....

P/S : (if your name is not here, doesn't meant i have forgot you..post are to be written randomly..but memories are always captured in heart..)

My Life, My Final Year Project.

M updating my blog after such a long time... well...wat to do been totally busy with my final year project (FYP)
yeap..FYP it is... and my FYP is based on paranormal beliefs and personality... so it really sounds interesting and infact it is... but still it would have been much better if i could use some other data collection methods such as observation or helding some paranormal experiment...

but still after spending 7 months on it.. i have successfully finished it and submitted on 25th nov 2011 to my supervisor... :)

the process of completing it was never easy.. and of course very stressful at times when you are so lost and unsure where to continue.. but still m glad that i was strong enough to get over the stress and also to have support from my family and friends that always kept me to get going for it..  trust me.. when you working on this kind of thesis or project, supports from people around you is very crucial at times... it gives you a shoulder to lean your head....

one of the difficulty i faced for my fyp is the APA format... i am not so good with it... and again thanx to some of my frens that told me my mistakes and taught me to correct it.. or else that mistakes would have cost me to lost my marks for sure..

when you are woking on projects, the most important thing is to be ready mentally and emotionally because it stresses alot on this two elements... and whenever you are down with it.. you must know how to get over it at a snap or else it will be dragged for long time and affects your productivity...

still, now that i have submit my FYP... i am still a little worry for the results... just hope i get the outcomes as expected... :)